We aren’t friends anymore

We’ve been through this all before.

You say the words you know that I want to hear

I try to ignore you but I’m still the same sucker I’ve always been

I laugh and flirt and pretend everything is okay

But nothing has changed

You’re still a liar and I’m still judgmental

We ignore the bad, focus on the good

We’re just lonely

We just want someone to hold, someone to kiss

Is that so bad?

I know the answer

I know I should avoid you, tell you no

You were my first love

Why do I find that so hard to let go of?

Why are we riding this merry go ‘round

Always going in circles

Same situations, different times

Same people, same results