I wish

  • I wasn’t so scared of everything
  • I didn’t hate myself
  • I was kinder
  • I was selfless
  • I was smarter
  • I could stop these thoughts
  • I was a good friend
  • I was younger
  • I had a plan for tomorrow or the next day or next year
  • I hadn’t dated those people
  • I had waited to fall in love
  • I was a good sister
  • I wasn’t me
  • I had a better personality
  • I knew how to talk to people
  • I knew how to relate
  • I had something to offer
  • I had original thoughts
  • I wasn’t so insecure
  • I had someone to spend the days with
  • I was okay being lonely